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Friday, August 26, 2005 --1:34 PM--

argh... sick man today... haiz... ytd didnt have the chance to update my blog... juz roughly go through wad happen ytd...

hmm... ytd was qianhui b'day... i done a drawing for her and gave her a b'day kiss.. sweet rite? lolx!! and ytd... i dunno wad happen to lijun and melvin... first lijun cried in class... ltr melvin gone something wrong... i dunno wad... but wad laogong told me was tat ytd when he came back from recess, he change totally... staring at the blank... i was like didnt notice it at first... but during dnt got something wrong... i thought they break sia... haiz... coz melvin cried in dnt lesson... first sunny called me... i was like.. sian sian and answered wad? then he say melvin call me... i turn around saw him crying!!! wa kao... third time i see a guy cry liao... first laopa... then kengyong... now melvin... my beloved laopa... my ah di and my baobei er zi melvin... i was so shocked lor... and asked simin for tissue... coz he ask me too... and heard him sniffing behind i nearly wan to cry also... and ltr after sch... went out to take something from mama... and father scolded me for taking his key and taking so long.. i was like wad ever lor.... then go back to sch... looking for xiujuan and huikiang... and they were gone lor... i was abt to go fengshan cc then lijun saw me... she ask me where i am going... then she wan to go wid me... when ever she got prob wid melvin then she will come look for me... if not throw me far far away and dun wan me to get near to melvin... kao... forget it... then go fncc still not enough... then lijun ask me all melvin... wasted my $1 plus... sian man!! then go go lor... then reach there le... zhi an also there... and then... tok to him... ytd i tok to zhi an the most... wakaka... but he still cares for lijun somehow... pity him sia... hmmm... then hor.... they play full court... the whole fncc so empty... and my voice can be heard so loudly... lolx... then i very thristy... i ask melvin go buy water... he bought a 100 plus bottle and got a cup of ice and pour for me to drink... thanks so much... and got once... i was chewing the ice... and i shout... i nearly got choked... -.-... wadever... then go home wid ben... and i smsed melvin... he told me he cannot afford to lose lijun... sad neh... heartbroken le.... but still encourage him to go on wid lijun... even though i'm the one getting hurt...

then today mar... was so sick... so cold... when i touch nuan nuan... she say i was very cold... and during duty... thanks to timothy, tiong han and sharifa for asking if i'm ok... and laogong(ling) was caring too!! ^^ thanks laogong.. muacks! and xiujaun lar... she accompany me... really need her a lot sia... if not i would have die.... haiz... sad that melvin didnt care for me... still ask me to be his mother... i dunno how am i going to be sia... haiz... laogong also... heartless... but still cares abt melvin and lijun de thing... today lijun melvin and cheehoe come together... and lijun was very irritating... keep on asking me go BBQ... i dunno wan to go a not leh... go for a while then come back liao... so sian!!! lolx... then xiujuan very clever hor... say i go then she go.... now lijun was like asking me to go... soooo damn irritating.. then if i dun go leh... they would have say tat i very selfish dun let xiujuan go... stupid sia... i had to ask my mother...... i still dunno wad pit sia... =.=.....

ii can cry, ii'm much more fragile then euu think :: Shin
-=dun break muh heart by saying hurting words tuu me=-

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xiiaoyii* aka xiaoxuan
gender.FeMaLe
age.sweet sixteen
dob.14o7199o CaNcErIaN
own webby

- likes
1. Shin (kagrra)eternity lurve
2. Aoi suki neh! (Gazetto)
3. daisuke (dir en grey)
4. toshiya (dir en grey)
5. Tora (A9)
6. Music(nv stop e flow!)
7. bass guitar
8. guitars
9. Handphone
10. My laogong and laopos + darling too!!
11. ~~him him him!! only i know who~~~~
ii will wait for him. and ii wanna thanks him for everything. a last farewell hug, a last goodbye kiss.
12. my friendsss
13. batsu friendsss (thanks Linny for making the avatar)
14. ~~yu and mel mel!! (outing outing!! ^^)~~
15.

- hates.
1. Backstabbers
2. Selfish ppl
3. Act cute ppl
4. Abandon by love ones
5. ~~Pool~~
6. Big Mouth
7. Flirters
8. Liars
9. idiotic ppl
10. ppl wid bad attitude
11. ppl who once broke my heart
12.

- DeathlisT
1. ~~couple from my class *veri obivous* say first, i'm not jealous of you, i'm juz hate your attitude. tat's all~~ they broke!
2. someone from 3/5 (2005) **she is topaz de..**
3. a guy ii know from maple
4. ~~my 2 mathernal cousins~~
5. someone who ii use tuu trust a lot **a guy use tuu b in my class** very obvious everything seems to b ok now..
6. ~~a bunch of idiotic girls in my class~~
7. Gordon the most idiotic councillor i ever met b4.
8. a girl from 3/5.. **ruby de..** pretty obvious..
9.

- WishlistT
~~+ handphone~~
+ go japan
+ I wanna have Shin! (sorry but i'm deeply in lurve with him..)
+ have a band
+ be famous!! =D =D =D
+ bass guitar i'm going to get it by tis yr!! XD
~~+ mp3 player!!~~i got a mp4 instead O_o~ thanks sis X3
~~+ guitar~~
~~+ longer hours in school~~
~~+ be wif someone i truely love~~forget it.. tis will nv come true
~~+ know the guy i like better~~ be wid him will onli make me more sad, make him more awkward, make us more distanced..
~~+ have a sling bag~~converse roz!
+ i wanna know aoi, daisuke, toshiya and reita!!! ^^ suki neh!~
~~+ a new self~~
+ pierce ear(3 left *like toshiya and aoi ^^~*) 1 more left!! wakakak.. doing it after N lvl!!!

- my Diru and Gaze ranking
#1 Aoi
#2 Die
#3 Toshiya
#4 Reita
#5 Kai
#6 Uruha
#7 Kaoru
#8 Ruki
#9 Shinya
#10 Kyo

Kyo
GOMENA SAI..
sorry to always put you at the last
you are really fierce
lurve your voice but not your person
GOMENE...
Shinya
Shinya gomene.
you are on of the quiet type i lurve most
but i still lurve you for who you are.. T_T
nv forget once my lil pretty Shinya
**muackssss**
Ruki
my lil man now..
grew up a lot!!
he seems to be the one pulling Gaze..
hardworking, will be a gd husband in future!! ^^
Kaoru
Kaokao.. a super nice husband
though look firece at all times
but once gain his trust
he's yours forever.. =)
tat's why i need your trust kaokao!! XD
Uruha
really a tall and pretty guy
he is always so loving when he smile
always got touched by him.. =)
sort of my ideal boyfriend.. XD
Kai
super active super cute
super noisy super understanding
lurve him for what he is
but not who he is now
even he is not famous
i will still lurve him like now!! ^^
Reita
one of the quiet bassist of Gaze
went infront of ppl he dunno
he tends to dun act like himself
but actually in real
he is a lively and cute person!! ^^
Toshiya
a pretty guy of Diru
bass guitar is good
lurve cage solo!! XD
he's always horny..
quite a pervertic guy.. LOL
Daisuke
i claim him to be my hubby
coz.. more of a ideal boyfriend to me
he is always so nice ~ XD
but he got a tatoo on his hand..
he didnt tell me at all !! X(
Aoi
super loving him as a guitarist
crazily in lurve with him as a fan girl
a very nice mouth piercing..
he is shy.. not daring..
cant think of what to say everytime got interview
lurve his blurness.. lurve his cuteness
lurve my fav Aoi.. **muackss**♥♥♥

- My seriously in lurve idol and jrockers
#1
Gackt (solo aka Vocalist desu)
#2
Aoi (Gazette Guitarist desu)
#3
Die (Dir en grey Guitarist desu)
#4
Toshiya (Dir en grey Bassist desu)
#5
Bou (antique cafe Guitarist desu)
#6
Yasuno (Kra Drummer desu)
#7
Hyde (solo and L'arc~en~ciel vocalist desu)
#8
Tora (Alice Nine Guitarist)
#9
Quek (Lucify Bassist)
#10
Shin (Kagrra Guitarist)
#11 (coming soon)

Gackt
full name Gackt Camui
claim to be 466 yr old, 180 cm tall
born in Okinawa, hometown Kyoto
Cancerian (7th July)
currently is a solo singer
very rich and doesnt lurve toking
good in everything..
damn heavy smoker
and his cooking needs to take up to 4 days
sis fav! ^^♥
Aoi
real name is ~~Joyama Suguru~~Shiroyama Yuu
27, 171cm tall
born in Mie, Aquarian (20th January)
he is special in Gazette
he is the oldest dere
yet he is the shy one among them
he guitar skills outstands him a lot
he is my fav guitarist!! ^^
Die
real name Kondo Daisuke
33, 178cm tall
born in Mie, Sagittarian (20th December)
lyk to call him Daisuki (means favorite)
he is a nice guy after all
though so big look like monster
but he is a kind hearted one.. :)
Toshiya
real name Hara Toshimasa
29, 179cm tall
born in Nagano, Arian (31th March)
is my pretty baby!! ^^
he is too pretty to say anything
lyk his lips juz like Kaoru's
lyk his bass guitar too♥♥
Bou
real name Saitou Kazuhiro
unknown age, unknown birth place, unknown height
Virgorian (16th September)
is not a girl he is a guy
he likes girls too (juz fer info)
a guitarist in An cafe
lurve to make up like a girl
Yasuno
real name unknown (give up)
he is 180cm tall (^^ i lyk tall guys~)
unknown age and birth place, Scorpian (4th November)
is a durmmer
lyk him for being so KAWAII
he lyk pink a lot
looks lyk a girl juz lyk Bou
but he is not a gay haha~
Hyde
everything is unknown...=.=
but height is 156cm (so short..)
is married T^T
got a unknown son
very good in guitar juz lyk Gackt
lurve his song a lot
sis fav too~~ XD♥
Tora
real name Amano Shinji
he is 182cm tall (whooo ^^)
25, born in Kanagawa
Virgorian (17th September)
guitarist in Alice Nine
he is juz so cool!! ^^
lurve the music and
he is werid... lolx
Shin
real name ~~unknown~~ Hashimoto Shin
height 164cm tall..(short)
unknown age, born in Saitama
Virgorian (11th September)
guitarist of Kagrra
very small and cute
tend to talk less
unless he have smth to tok
one word: kawaii~~~ <3

- eggs crack

[[#1 Dir en Grey ]]
[[#2 Gazette]]
[[#3 Zhuzhu gangs]]
[[#4 Alice Nine]]
[[#5 Kagrra]]
[[#6 Lucify]]
[[#7 Important friends and family]]

//Lloyd o9.o1.199o
//♥Gordon 2o.o1.199o
//♥♥♥♥Aoi - Guitarist 2o.o1.1979
//Wen Qian 29.o1.199o
//Candy 3o.o1.199o
//♥Ruki - Vocalist o1.o2.1982
//♥Nao - Bassist o5.o2.1979
//♥SiYing 1o.o2.199o
//Izumi - Drummer 11.o2.1978
//Kyo - Vocalist 16.o2.1976
//♥Kaoru - Lead Guitarist 17.o2.1974
//♥Shinya - Drummer 24.o2.1978
//Marmi o8.o3.1950
//♥♥♥Toshiya - Bassist 31.o3.1977
//♥Xiu Juan 27.o4.199o
//♥Hiroto - Lead Guitarist o4.o5.1985
//XiaoYin 21.o5.199o
//Jim 23.o5.199o
//♥Reita - Bassist 27.o5.1981
//Gor, ShiMing 28.o5.1984
//Tiffany o8.o6.1988
//♥♥Uruha - Lead Guitarist o9.o6.1981
//Bro, Bing Hui 11.o6.199o
//♥♥♥Kel - Second Guitarist 19.o6.1983
//♥Saga - Bassist 24.o6.1982
//Jie, PeiWen 24.o6.1985
//XuanNing o2.o7.199o
//♥Shou - Vocalist o5.o7.1981
//Chong Boon o8.o7.1989
//XuePing 24.o7.1989
//♥Shinya - Vocalist 25.o7.1983
//♥Nao - Drummer 31.o7.1980
//♥♥Kuek - Bassist 18.o8.1983
//♥♥♥Akiya - Lead Guitarist 25.o8.198o
//♥QianHui 25.o8.199o
//ZhengZhong 30.o8.199o
//♥♥♥♥♥Shin - Second Guitarist 11.o9.1979
//♥♥♥♥Tora - Guitarist 17.o9.1980
//♥♥HuiKiang 22.o9.199o
//KengYong o4.10.199o
//Misaki - Lead Guitarist 19.o6.1982
//Papa o8.1o.1954
//Cheryl 1o.1o.199o
//Joniece 1o.1o.199o
//♥♥Vics - Drummer 1o.1o.1989
//♥♥Kai - Drummer 28.1o.1981
//♥Huiwen o3.11.1989
//Isshi - Vocalist o7.12.1979
//♥Martin 15.12.199o
//♥Daisuke - Guitarist 2o.12.1974
//Ben 28.12.199o
//ShengKwong 28.12.1989

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