\\__ii wanna stay with euu, juz euu__

<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/12875631?origin\x3dhttp://wintergoneforever.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Sunday, June 04, 2006 --10:18 AM--

ok.. b4 i start.. i wanna say.. this is all a dream ok? dun take it too seriously... XD well wad a nice dream i had ytd... =P

last nite.. i dreamt of some lucify members, some 4/3 ppl.. and 1 lucify's fan.. =P jux to COMFIRM again... i dun OWN anyway in my dream.. (perhaps i do.. my ah bu.. lolx!!) ok.. here goes my dream.. b4 i forget it (i dun think i will)
first let's see.. i was in a room with my ah bu.. she is doing her work and i lie on the sofa (the sofa quite big.. =P) to do my holy shit dnt... lolx.. then some 4/3 ppl, like weichang, marcus came in.. and they somehow took their bags from the sofa.. (some of the conversation i forgot le so ps..) then when jj came in, he was searching for his bag.. and when my ah bu(forgot to say.. she is jasmine.. not my real ah bu) looked at me, i saw a hand from behind came infront of me and took his bag, well of coz tat's jj la.. but when i turn tat time.. i was like accidently touched jj.. XD XD XD XD ok then some parts skip skip skip coz i dunno wad happens.. then it came to last time my tampines house below.. i was with a girl call stefy.. if i'm not wrong.. she is a crazy fan of misaki and shinya.. then i had no idea why i was back in my old flat.. and it seems to be like stefy owns it.. then we stood around.. chit chating.. then later kel pop out of no where and join in the chat (i didnt dreamt of kuek coz he is in yu's dreamland.. lolx!! to yu: you got 1 i got all!! XD XD XD) then misaki and kel left.. and it only left with shinya and vics.. then stefy came along and drag shinya and vics to have a sit.. (well from tis time onwards.. i really really really dun own anyone here ok? =P some parts it's like.. sorry to make the fans angry.. demo gomene..) then i sit beside shinya.. (me, shinya stefy then vics) hmmm... then we were watching tv i guess.. and shinya fall asleep.. lolx.. and i saw asleep too.. (i fall asleep on shinya's shoulder!! lucky me~~~ XD XD) then later for no reason i woke up and i saw stefy cuddling with vics.. but he doesnt seems to like it... and vics shove her off and moved to a corner to sit.. and stefy give me tat "hey, shinya is mine at first ok!" then ok fine.. i left shinya and stefy lied on shinya's shoulder and slp.. (shinya is still slping..) then vics say he wanna go already.. he not waiting for shinya.. (perhaps he was scare of stefy?) then later i told him i go down with him... coz we live at 13th storey.. then when it came to the 10th.. a lady came in.. i actually wanted to tell vics something... (i think i bought my real heart question into my dreams too.. i wanna ask him if he wans me to make wallies for him.. [sorry if this is stupid..] and ask him if he still have gf.. XD) but this lady came in and she was making a fuss of how vics style his hair.. lolx.. and when we got out of the lift, vics sat on somewhere and i stood beside him.. (well he sat on something tat is taller.. not like those normal sit height..) and he start asking me abt stefy.. but i dunno why i know abt her so much.. so i juz pour out to him everything i could... then later.. the most embarrass thing came.. he asked me wad iszzit like to like a person.. and straight.. i dunno why.. the sence of last time the grad nite came again.. tat part where i blushed and looked away from jj went he came to give the card.. lolx! and i told him the same thing too.. erm if i'm not wrong i phrase it in something like in chinese ar.. 'if you like someone, your face will turn red everytime you see him or her, and you tends to feel like running away to hide of something ba?' and he was like still siting there.. until stefy came out of the lift with shinya.. and she gave me the "Hmph" sound and walked away with shinya.. =P then later me and vics went off tat time (to the bus stop) a lil girl ran passed me.. and held my hand.. and a stupid obasan came and hit my hand.. when i was like being hit by her, my hand went up in the air.. and guess wad? vics held my hand!! ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ okok.. tis is a dream tat i dun own... haha.. anyway.. it's kindda real.. coz when i woke up.. i was like.. i still can feel vics the hand still there.. XD XD i guess mayb i think too much abt vics le!! HAHA~~

ii can cry, ii'm much more fragile then euu think :: Shin
-=dun break muh heart by saying hurting words tuu me=-

-----------------+-----------------------

+ + songs playin
Tank - Gei wo ni de ai

+ + Me

xiiaoyii* aka xiaoxuan
gender.FeMaLe
age.sweet sixteen
dob.14o7199o CaNcErIaN
own webby

- likes
1. Shin (kagrra)eternity lurve
2. Aoi suki neh! (Gazetto)
3. daisuke (dir en grey)
4. toshiya (dir en grey)
5. Tora (A9)
6. Music(nv stop e flow!)
7. bass guitar
8. guitars
9. Handphone
10. My laogong and laopos + darling too!!
11. ~~him him him!! only i know who~~~~
ii will wait for him. and ii wanna thanks him for everything. a last farewell hug, a last goodbye kiss.
12. my friendsss
13. batsu friendsss (thanks Linny for making the avatar)
14. ~~yu and mel mel!! (outing outing!! ^^)~~
15.

- hates.
1. Backstabbers
2. Selfish ppl
3. Act cute ppl
4. Abandon by love ones
5. ~~Pool~~
6. Big Mouth
7. Flirters
8. Liars
9. idiotic ppl
10. ppl wid bad attitude
11. ppl who once broke my heart
12.

- DeathlisT
1. ~~couple from my class *veri obivous* say first, i'm not jealous of you, i'm juz hate your attitude. tat's all~~ they broke!
2. someone from 3/5 (2005) **she is topaz de..**
3. a guy ii know from maple
4. ~~my 2 mathernal cousins~~
5. someone who ii use tuu trust a lot **a guy use tuu b in my class** very obvious everything seems to b ok now..
6. ~~a bunch of idiotic girls in my class~~
7. Gordon the most idiotic councillor i ever met b4.
8. a girl from 3/5.. **ruby de..** pretty obvious..
9.

- WishlistT
~~+ handphone~~
+ go japan
+ I wanna have Shin! (sorry but i'm deeply in lurve with him..)
+ have a band
+ be famous!! =D =D =D
+ bass guitar i'm going to get it by tis yr!! XD
~~+ mp3 player!!~~i got a mp4 instead O_o~ thanks sis X3
~~+ guitar~~
~~+ longer hours in school~~
~~+ be wif someone i truely love~~forget it.. tis will nv come true
~~+ know the guy i like better~~ be wid him will onli make me more sad, make him more awkward, make us more distanced..
~~+ have a sling bag~~converse roz!
+ i wanna know aoi, daisuke, toshiya and reita!!! ^^ suki neh!~
~~+ a new self~~
+ pierce ear(3 left *like toshiya and aoi ^^~*) 1 more left!! wakakak.. doing it after N lvl!!!

- my Diru and Gaze ranking
#1 Aoi
#2 Die
#3 Toshiya
#4 Reita
#5 Kai
#6 Uruha
#7 Kaoru
#8 Ruki
#9 Shinya
#10 Kyo

Kyo
GOMENA SAI..
sorry to always put you at the last
you are really fierce
lurve your voice but not your person
GOMENE...
Shinya
Shinya gomene.
you are on of the quiet type i lurve most
but i still lurve you for who you are.. T_T
nv forget once my lil pretty Shinya
**muackssss**
Ruki
my lil man now..
grew up a lot!!
he seems to be the one pulling Gaze..
hardworking, will be a gd husband in future!! ^^
Kaoru
Kaokao.. a super nice husband
though look firece at all times
but once gain his trust
he's yours forever.. =)
tat's why i need your trust kaokao!! XD
Uruha
really a tall and pretty guy
he is always so loving when he smile
always got touched by him.. =)
sort of my ideal boyfriend.. XD
Kai
super active super cute
super noisy super understanding
lurve him for what he is
but not who he is now
even he is not famous
i will still lurve him like now!! ^^
Reita
one of the quiet bassist of Gaze
went infront of ppl he dunno
he tends to dun act like himself
but actually in real
he is a lively and cute person!! ^^
Toshiya
a pretty guy of Diru
bass guitar is good
lurve cage solo!! XD
he's always horny..
quite a pervertic guy.. LOL
Daisuke
i claim him to be my hubby
coz.. more of a ideal boyfriend to me
he is always so nice ~ XD
but he got a tatoo on his hand..
he didnt tell me at all !! X(
Aoi
super loving him as a guitarist
crazily in lurve with him as a fan girl
a very nice mouth piercing..
he is shy.. not daring..
cant think of what to say everytime got interview
lurve his blurness.. lurve his cuteness
lurve my fav Aoi.. **muackss**♥♥♥

- My seriously in lurve idol and jrockers
#1
Gackt (solo aka Vocalist desu)
#2
Aoi (Gazette Guitarist desu)
#3
Die (Dir en grey Guitarist desu)
#4
Toshiya (Dir en grey Bassist desu)
#5
Bou (antique cafe Guitarist desu)
#6
Yasuno (Kra Drummer desu)
#7
Hyde (solo and L'arc~en~ciel vocalist desu)
#8
Tora (Alice Nine Guitarist)
#9
Quek (Lucify Bassist)
#10
Shin (Kagrra Guitarist)
#11 (coming soon)

Gackt
full name Gackt Camui
claim to be 466 yr old, 180 cm tall
born in Okinawa, hometown Kyoto
Cancerian (7th July)
currently is a solo singer
very rich and doesnt lurve toking
good in everything..
damn heavy smoker
and his cooking needs to take up to 4 days
sis fav! ^^♥
Aoi
real name is ~~Joyama Suguru~~Shiroyama Yuu
27, 171cm tall
born in Mie, Aquarian (20th January)
he is special in Gazette
he is the oldest dere
yet he is the shy one among them
he guitar skills outstands him a lot
he is my fav guitarist!! ^^
Die
real name Kondo Daisuke
33, 178cm tall
born in Mie, Sagittarian (20th December)
lyk to call him Daisuki (means favorite)
he is a nice guy after all
though so big look like monster
but he is a kind hearted one.. :)
Toshiya
real name Hara Toshimasa
29, 179cm tall
born in Nagano, Arian (31th March)
is my pretty baby!! ^^
he is too pretty to say anything
lyk his lips juz like Kaoru's
lyk his bass guitar too♥♥
Bou
real name Saitou Kazuhiro
unknown age, unknown birth place, unknown height
Virgorian (16th September)
is not a girl he is a guy
he likes girls too (juz fer info)
a guitarist in An cafe
lurve to make up like a girl
Yasuno
real name unknown (give up)
he is 180cm tall (^^ i lyk tall guys~)
unknown age and birth place, Scorpian (4th November)
is a durmmer
lyk him for being so KAWAII
he lyk pink a lot
looks lyk a girl juz lyk Bou
but he is not a gay haha~
Hyde
everything is unknown...=.=
but height is 156cm (so short..)
is married T^T
got a unknown son
very good in guitar juz lyk Gackt
lurve his song a lot
sis fav too~~ XD♥
Tora
real name Amano Shinji
he is 182cm tall (whooo ^^)
25, born in Kanagawa
Virgorian (17th September)
guitarist in Alice Nine
he is juz so cool!! ^^
lurve the music and
he is werid... lolx
Shin
real name ~~unknown~~ Hashimoto Shin
height 164cm tall..(short)
unknown age, born in Saitama
Virgorian (11th September)
guitarist of Kagrra
very small and cute
tend to talk less
unless he have smth to tok
one word: kawaii~~~ <3

- eggs crack

[[#1 Dir en Grey ]]
[[#2 Gazette]]
[[#3 Zhuzhu gangs]]
[[#4 Alice Nine]]
[[#5 Kagrra]]
[[#6 Lucify]]
[[#7 Important friends and family]]

//Lloyd o9.o1.199o
//♥Gordon 2o.o1.199o
//♥♥♥♥Aoi - Guitarist 2o.o1.1979
//Wen Qian 29.o1.199o
//Candy 3o.o1.199o
//♥Ruki - Vocalist o1.o2.1982
//♥Nao - Bassist o5.o2.1979
//♥SiYing 1o.o2.199o
//Izumi - Drummer 11.o2.1978
//Kyo - Vocalist 16.o2.1976
//♥Kaoru - Lead Guitarist 17.o2.1974
//♥Shinya - Drummer 24.o2.1978
//Marmi o8.o3.1950
//♥♥♥Toshiya - Bassist 31.o3.1977
//♥Xiu Juan 27.o4.199o
//♥Hiroto - Lead Guitarist o4.o5.1985
//XiaoYin 21.o5.199o
//Jim 23.o5.199o
//♥Reita - Bassist 27.o5.1981
//Gor, ShiMing 28.o5.1984
//Tiffany o8.o6.1988
//♥♥Uruha - Lead Guitarist o9.o6.1981
//Bro, Bing Hui 11.o6.199o
//♥♥♥Kel - Second Guitarist 19.o6.1983
//♥Saga - Bassist 24.o6.1982
//Jie, PeiWen 24.o6.1985
//XuanNing o2.o7.199o
//♥Shou - Vocalist o5.o7.1981
//Chong Boon o8.o7.1989
//XuePing 24.o7.1989
//♥Shinya - Vocalist 25.o7.1983
//♥Nao - Drummer 31.o7.1980
//♥♥Kuek - Bassist 18.o8.1983
//♥♥♥Akiya - Lead Guitarist 25.o8.198o
//♥QianHui 25.o8.199o
//ZhengZhong 30.o8.199o
//♥♥♥♥♥Shin - Second Guitarist 11.o9.1979
//♥♥♥♥Tora - Guitarist 17.o9.1980
//♥♥HuiKiang 22.o9.199o
//KengYong o4.10.199o
//Misaki - Lead Guitarist 19.o6.1982
//Papa o8.1o.1954
//Cheryl 1o.1o.199o
//Joniece 1o.1o.199o
//♥♥Vics - Drummer 1o.1o.1989
//♥♥Kai - Drummer 28.1o.1981
//♥Huiwen o3.11.1989
//Isshi - Vocalist o7.12.1979
//♥Martin 15.12.199o
//♥Daisuke - Guitarist 2o.12.1974
//Ben 28.12.199o
//ShengKwong 28.12.1989

+ + my friends links
Botherhood
Chou a.k.a bro
Cheryl
Emily
Feela
Fiona
GuanPeng
Jas
Jianyu
JingWei
Joniece
Kelvin
Lucify blog
Lianne
Li Wern
Raine a.k.a sis
socialstudies blog
Wen Qian
xiaousher
Vics
-yu-

]Alice Nine[

]Kagrra[

]Kra[

+ + my fan club
Dir en grey

Gazette

Alice Nine

Kagrra

Sid

other jap-fanlist

Others

+ + my archives
deleted?! O_o...

+ + desgin by
xiaoxuan99
aka
Peiyi =) [is ii make one lar!!]