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Sunday, August 06, 2006 --6:57 PM--

haix.. i have been sleeping whole day..
this kinda event goes one enough.. i dun wan a second time..
i have been aching ever since last nite..
my heart too..
everytime i remember Vics,
he always reminds me of his girlfriend..
it really hurts to recall their memories..
all i can say is that..
i really cried reading it...
i'm always thinking.. why be so famous and hurt the person you love?
i dun really understand that well..
Vics maybe happy on the outside..
but i'm betting that he is shattering inside..
both of them are so perfect together..

6 dec 04
her
he took 77 mrt stops to accompany me =)
him
sorry let u wait min.. sent her home and came home... there you go 77 stops...

10 dec 04
her
i went amk later then to accompany him. he ate his dinner. watched tv and played comp.
him
At night she come my house... nothing much just to accomany me.. XD thank you!

14 Jun 05
her
anyway. i went overseas to sentosa with vics yesterday (((:
him
Jia Min and I went oversea to Sentosa island.
her
22may05. my birthday~ had a very wonderful day :D i spent it with vics anyway. haha... maybe tt explained it.

04june05. D'J party. had so much fun that day. great performance by the bands~ vics played so well :D enjoyed so much. cosplayers did great too. liked that toshiya closplayer ((:

05june05. happie half a year. life cannot be any better~ im so glad to have u by my side. thankthank!

02 sep 05
him
this is the 1st time we're going through this i hope this can be solved... i want those days... i'v learnt to cherish...

Pls believe me once more... i'll change..
her
i do not want to affect his life which he still has to carry on.
no matter what, i should not be so inconsiderate.
i still want the best for him.

03 sep 05
her
i do not want to affect his life which he still has to carry on.
no matter what, i should not be so inconsiderate.
i still want the best for him.

04 sep 05
him
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up till I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back some day

10 sep 05
her
im glad that fate brought us together.
for he had given me so much... so so much.
really thank you (:

love is especially sweet
cos of you
him
maybe all she need is time.
i'll wait for her.
I will never let it go.

12 sep 05
her
i have not forgotten u at all.
im still wondering what u r doing most of the time.
i will be so glad to know u r fine and doing well.

10 oct 05
her
it is my dearest's birthday.
whee XD

happy 'new' year to him.
him
nvm. i still love her present!!! ( don't care it's belated ) Love you!

29 nov 05
her
went out with dearest for movie.
it feels really good to have his hands
and him beside me.

i went all weak when i heard ur voice again

it is really amazing how a simple call from you
can spur me up again

i cant remember the words you spoke
all i heard was your voice
which i hold so close to my heart

05 dec 05
her
i tried to paint a beautiful picture of you and me,
but my tears failed me.

i know what i want.
i know what i need.
but things are beyond my control.

i have tried so hard to hold on.
hold on to the memories we shared.
hold on to the moments i cherish.
hold on to you, the one i love so.

i have tried to be my best for you,
but it never seemed to be enough.

whenever you are so beaten and down,
i tried my best to listen
and cheer you up.
whenever you are so troubled by problems,
i tried my best to understand
and think of means and ways to solve them.

you never know how much i love to see the smile on your face.

i put everything else and myself
aside just for you.

it hurts so much to know im losing you.

tears never stop.
im really not fond of crying.
it is useless, pointless
and doesnt bring me to anywhere.

but i cried out of desperation.
'cos i simply do not know what more i can do,
to let you know that
how much i want and need you by my side.

baby, i have tried so hard.
do you know that i really love you alot?

but i will just play my part,
and pray you will have a change of heart...

im aware of things you are doing.
yet i chose to ignore everything,
and still feel the faint warmth from you.
'cos i know i can never let you go.

once
twice
thrice
fourth
i dont wish to count on.

my heart sank whenever i dont hear you speaking the truth.
yet i smile,
for you make the effort to assure me in your way.

suddenly,
i was made to believe that
perhaps somethings are never meant to be.

i wish too hard.
i wish too long.

when you say goodbye, remember me once in a while
promise me that you'll try
...at least.

it was a sleepless night one year ago.
due to immense excitment.

it is the same for tonight.
but just for a completely different reason.

5thdec. how much i love and hate this date.
him
I stayed at home today just to recall and reflect.

Recall what happen 1 year ago till now. Remembered that today was suppose to go sentosa again. recalled that today suppose to be a tiring day.

Reflected on how i acted. how i reacted. how i treated.

Sometimes, somethings are really so in the wrong path when I recalled today.

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well.. things can be hurting at times..
but story last.. another will begin..

無用の事があなたの方法に入らないために注意してはいけない
強いがありなさい、叫んではいけない
物語に端がまだあっていない

so ganbatte to everyone!!.. i'm juz emotionly sick.. ignore me.. XP

ii can cry, ii'm much more fragile then euu think :: Shin
-=dun break muh heart by saying hurting words tuu me=-

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Tank - Gei wo ni de ai

+ + Me

xiiaoyii* aka xiaoxuan
gender.FeMaLe
age.sweet sixteen
dob.14o7199o CaNcErIaN
own webby

- likes
1. Shin (kagrra)eternity lurve
2. Aoi suki neh! (Gazetto)
3. daisuke (dir en grey)
4. toshiya (dir en grey)
5. Tora (A9)
6. Music(nv stop e flow!)
7. bass guitar
8. guitars
9. Handphone
10. My laogong and laopos + darling too!!
11. ~~him him him!! only i know who~~~~
ii will wait for him. and ii wanna thanks him for everything. a last farewell hug, a last goodbye kiss.
12. my friendsss
13. batsu friendsss (thanks Linny for making the avatar)
14. ~~yu and mel mel!! (outing outing!! ^^)~~
15.

- hates.
1. Backstabbers
2. Selfish ppl
3. Act cute ppl
4. Abandon by love ones
5. ~~Pool~~
6. Big Mouth
7. Flirters
8. Liars
9. idiotic ppl
10. ppl wid bad attitude
11. ppl who once broke my heart
12.

- DeathlisT
1. ~~couple from my class *veri obivous* say first, i'm not jealous of you, i'm juz hate your attitude. tat's all~~ they broke!
2. someone from 3/5 (2005) **she is topaz de..**
3. a guy ii know from maple
4. ~~my 2 mathernal cousins~~
5. someone who ii use tuu trust a lot **a guy use tuu b in my class** very obvious everything seems to b ok now..
6. ~~a bunch of idiotic girls in my class~~
7. Gordon the most idiotic councillor i ever met b4.
8. a girl from 3/5.. **ruby de..** pretty obvious..
9.

- WishlistT
~~+ handphone~~
+ go japan
+ I wanna have Shin! (sorry but i'm deeply in lurve with him..)
+ have a band
+ be famous!! =D =D =D
+ bass guitar i'm going to get it by tis yr!! XD
~~+ mp3 player!!~~i got a mp4 instead O_o~ thanks sis X3
~~+ guitar~~
~~+ longer hours in school~~
~~+ be wif someone i truely love~~forget it.. tis will nv come true
~~+ know the guy i like better~~ be wid him will onli make me more sad, make him more awkward, make us more distanced..
~~+ have a sling bag~~converse roz!
+ i wanna know aoi, daisuke, toshiya and reita!!! ^^ suki neh!~
~~+ a new self~~
+ pierce ear(3 left *like toshiya and aoi ^^~*) 1 more left!! wakakak.. doing it after N lvl!!!

- my Diru and Gaze ranking
#1 Aoi
#2 Die
#3 Toshiya
#4 Reita
#5 Kai
#6 Uruha
#7 Kaoru
#8 Ruki
#9 Shinya
#10 Kyo

Kyo
GOMENA SAI..
sorry to always put you at the last
you are really fierce
lurve your voice but not your person
GOMENE...
Shinya
Shinya gomene.
you are on of the quiet type i lurve most
but i still lurve you for who you are.. T_T
nv forget once my lil pretty Shinya
**muackssss**
Ruki
my lil man now..
grew up a lot!!
he seems to be the one pulling Gaze..
hardworking, will be a gd husband in future!! ^^
Kaoru
Kaokao.. a super nice husband
though look firece at all times
but once gain his trust
he's yours forever.. =)
tat's why i need your trust kaokao!! XD
Uruha
really a tall and pretty guy
he is always so loving when he smile
always got touched by him.. =)
sort of my ideal boyfriend.. XD
Kai
super active super cute
super noisy super understanding
lurve him for what he is
but not who he is now
even he is not famous
i will still lurve him like now!! ^^
Reita
one of the quiet bassist of Gaze
went infront of ppl he dunno
he tends to dun act like himself
but actually in real
he is a lively and cute person!! ^^
Toshiya
a pretty guy of Diru
bass guitar is good
lurve cage solo!! XD
he's always horny..
quite a pervertic guy.. LOL
Daisuke
i claim him to be my hubby
coz.. more of a ideal boyfriend to me
he is always so nice ~ XD
but he got a tatoo on his hand..
he didnt tell me at all !! X(
Aoi
super loving him as a guitarist
crazily in lurve with him as a fan girl
a very nice mouth piercing..
he is shy.. not daring..
cant think of what to say everytime got interview
lurve his blurness.. lurve his cuteness
lurve my fav Aoi.. **muackss**♥♥♥

- My seriously in lurve idol and jrockers
#1
Gackt (solo aka Vocalist desu)
#2
Aoi (Gazette Guitarist desu)
#3
Die (Dir en grey Guitarist desu)
#4
Toshiya (Dir en grey Bassist desu)
#5
Bou (antique cafe Guitarist desu)
#6
Yasuno (Kra Drummer desu)
#7
Hyde (solo and L'arc~en~ciel vocalist desu)
#8
Tora (Alice Nine Guitarist)
#9
Quek (Lucify Bassist)
#10
Shin (Kagrra Guitarist)
#11 (coming soon)

Gackt
full name Gackt Camui
claim to be 466 yr old, 180 cm tall
born in Okinawa, hometown Kyoto
Cancerian (7th July)
currently is a solo singer
very rich and doesnt lurve toking
good in everything..
damn heavy smoker
and his cooking needs to take up to 4 days
sis fav! ^^♥
Aoi
real name is ~~Joyama Suguru~~Shiroyama Yuu
27, 171cm tall
born in Mie, Aquarian (20th January)
he is special in Gazette
he is the oldest dere
yet he is the shy one among them
he guitar skills outstands him a lot
he is my fav guitarist!! ^^
Die
real name Kondo Daisuke
33, 178cm tall
born in Mie, Sagittarian (20th December)
lyk to call him Daisuki (means favorite)
he is a nice guy after all
though so big look like monster
but he is a kind hearted one.. :)
Toshiya
real name Hara Toshimasa
29, 179cm tall
born in Nagano, Arian (31th March)
is my pretty baby!! ^^
he is too pretty to say anything
lyk his lips juz like Kaoru's
lyk his bass guitar too♥♥
Bou
real name Saitou Kazuhiro
unknown age, unknown birth place, unknown height
Virgorian (16th September)
is not a girl he is a guy
he likes girls too (juz fer info)
a guitarist in An cafe
lurve to make up like a girl
Yasuno
real name unknown (give up)
he is 180cm tall (^^ i lyk tall guys~)
unknown age and birth place, Scorpian (4th November)
is a durmmer
lyk him for being so KAWAII
he lyk pink a lot
looks lyk a girl juz lyk Bou
but he is not a gay haha~
Hyde
everything is unknown...=.=
but height is 156cm (so short..)
is married T^T
got a unknown son
very good in guitar juz lyk Gackt
lurve his song a lot
sis fav too~~ XD♥
Tora
real name Amano Shinji
he is 182cm tall (whooo ^^)
25, born in Kanagawa
Virgorian (17th September)
guitarist in Alice Nine
he is juz so cool!! ^^
lurve the music and
he is werid... lolx
Shin
real name ~~unknown~~ Hashimoto Shin
height 164cm tall..(short)
unknown age, born in Saitama
Virgorian (11th September)
guitarist of Kagrra
very small and cute
tend to talk less
unless he have smth to tok
one word: kawaii~~~ <3

- eggs crack

[[#1 Dir en Grey ]]
[[#2 Gazette]]
[[#3 Zhuzhu gangs]]
[[#4 Alice Nine]]
[[#5 Kagrra]]
[[#6 Lucify]]
[[#7 Important friends and family]]

//Lloyd o9.o1.199o
//♥Gordon 2o.o1.199o
//♥♥♥♥Aoi - Guitarist 2o.o1.1979
//Wen Qian 29.o1.199o
//Candy 3o.o1.199o
//♥Ruki - Vocalist o1.o2.1982
//♥Nao - Bassist o5.o2.1979
//♥SiYing 1o.o2.199o
//Izumi - Drummer 11.o2.1978
//Kyo - Vocalist 16.o2.1976
//♥Kaoru - Lead Guitarist 17.o2.1974
//♥Shinya - Drummer 24.o2.1978
//Marmi o8.o3.1950
//♥♥♥Toshiya - Bassist 31.o3.1977
//♥Xiu Juan 27.o4.199o
//♥Hiroto - Lead Guitarist o4.o5.1985
//XiaoYin 21.o5.199o
//Jim 23.o5.199o
//♥Reita - Bassist 27.o5.1981
//Gor, ShiMing 28.o5.1984
//Tiffany o8.o6.1988
//♥♥Uruha - Lead Guitarist o9.o6.1981
//Bro, Bing Hui 11.o6.199o
//♥♥♥Kel - Second Guitarist 19.o6.1983
//♥Saga - Bassist 24.o6.1982
//Jie, PeiWen 24.o6.1985
//XuanNing o2.o7.199o
//♥Shou - Vocalist o5.o7.1981
//Chong Boon o8.o7.1989
//XuePing 24.o7.1989
//♥Shinya - Vocalist 25.o7.1983
//♥Nao - Drummer 31.o7.1980
//♥♥Kuek - Bassist 18.o8.1983
//♥♥♥Akiya - Lead Guitarist 25.o8.198o
//♥QianHui 25.o8.199o
//ZhengZhong 30.o8.199o
//♥♥♥♥♥Shin - Second Guitarist 11.o9.1979
//♥♥♥♥Tora - Guitarist 17.o9.1980
//♥♥HuiKiang 22.o9.199o
//KengYong o4.10.199o
//Misaki - Lead Guitarist 19.o6.1982
//Papa o8.1o.1954
//Cheryl 1o.1o.199o
//Joniece 1o.1o.199o
//♥♥Vics - Drummer 1o.1o.1989
//♥♥Kai - Drummer 28.1o.1981
//♥Huiwen o3.11.1989
//Isshi - Vocalist o7.12.1979
//♥Martin 15.12.199o
//♥Daisuke - Guitarist 2o.12.1974
//Ben 28.12.199o
//ShengKwong 28.12.1989

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